i have been a good girl yst and today...

went hougang mall with family to eat dinner. ate Xiao Xuan Feng. Hahahs! what could be nicer than food! especially yummy yummy xiao long bao! my all-time fav :))

ate la mian (the chef pull it themselves), xiao long bao and some cold chicken.

very tired now...

One word about NDP preview- Whoohoo!!!

went with my family. Had 2 tickets at the yellow stand and 2 tickets at blue stand. So papa went with mummy and i with bro...haha fun!

collected the funpack.the guy was kind enough to let me and bro choose the colour..as long as we were sitted we started to check out wats inside.hahaa..the bag has everything and anything..just like doraemon's pocket!

while waiting,bro and i were munching the zinger meal all the way till the show started..partied along with the supporters.did the marina wave-beautiful..the whole place look so absolute stunnning when everybody waved the flag tgt.

it was totally a new twist for this year's NDP.Had the arts singer singing..then the parade and ceremony. All supporting contingents held an umbrella this year. After that was the army 3D dynamic display.didn't know that the Police Coast Guard Boat could actually turn 360 degrees on water.

After that, was the performance.quite boring. saw my sec sch performing. then was the grand finale!!!

fireworks aha!singaporeans are really very excited to see fireworks...it's just chemicals in the air...but nevertheless ya it was nice...

parade ended..brought bro out,squeezed all the way thru.meet our parents at macs ad headed for dinner.went secret recipe,sat down and suddenly we feel like eating swensens.walked all the way to suntec with the 4 heavy bags.

papa couldnt find his car in the carpark..but as i said if you're fated with your car sure can find de..haha

had dinner with jor today at AMK sumo house...cause i wanted to eat jap food..nice nice and cheap..i treated dear to dinner today!!

ate katsu-don and he ate mackeral bento..and we ordered a breaded scallop that taste yucky and oily...dear, mus go there eat again ok..told him green tea is good for health so mus drink more!

health tip time!
GREEN TEA

It is a very good antioxidant and it helps lower blood cholesterol..so drink it after meal...so drink it to prevent cancer! breast cancer especially for women (:

whoohoos!!
long time no update update

planned to go science centre today..but i overslept. didn't feel well today. wanna watch the omni theatre movie something abt human body..whoohos fun fun.

so postpone the plan to tmr

im tired of such life..wish i could take a looonngg l0ooonngg break from it...wanna go back taiwan..food and shopping...miss the xiao long bao and extra big fried chicken..

meidan:

Your that particular entry really made me cry...haha..the old carmen wong..yeah..back to those good old days where we had our girls session..in our blue uniform...sitting outside the chapel praying for the rain to stop for our pop...slacking beside the jukebox shouting out to charmaine: Charmaine, Carmen love you!!!...the time when you screamed so loud in the toilet during the grand opening ceremony and everyone looked up to the 3rd flr wondering wat was that scream for? hahaass..

hahaa...those were the times with u, u know? past memories really makes one heart-ache =)

im trying so hard to get back to the past

Mr stacy/ariel rebel


u can jolly well dl all the **** photos u want.and i carmen wong wun give a damn!llalalaa..get this clear.i wun let u affect my life, my mood, my day

that day came back from Minds camp..bathed..slept till 10 plus..woke up and ate 2 xiao long bao, couldn't resist the temptation though i was very tired..went back to sleep again all the way till afternoon..woke up ate lunch and went back sleep again all the way till 6pm..so i was practically sleeping all day long.

having headaches every now and then..need time to relac relac..but where and when...? hai..stress.

when will you ever go away

I'm finally 18!!!



can buy alcohol.cigarette (useless to me), watch M18 shows and lastly go clubbing!! yeahs!

hahaha

finally a legal age to do all this! no more 17!



went beach to tan today..the water was clear.. catched fishes today..15 tiny fishes..just by plastic cup..one by one catch! so damn fun! haha...spent most of the time catching fish fish fish..put all of them into a big gulp cup..haha



also caught a pink jellyfish. but it died. cause stupid jordan went to poke it till all the tentacles dropped out and still went to bury it RIP somemore...

funfunfun...had dinner at Swensens with family and jordan..bought the swensens special cake..ate till so full..hmm..but hungry now...

bad news,dear lost his whole bag and box of personal items..we left it outside my house but lazy to bring in..heehee..den now lost..super depress!

tired le shall turn in early =)

to the guy u know who you are.this song is specially dedicated to you.read the lyrics alrite.and reflect upon yr wrongdoings!

if man could only love 1 woman at any point of time.
THE SUN WILL RISE FROM THE WEST!

hahaa..yeahs! recieved my very first bdae card from jasper.sweet guy. never fails to send a handmade snoopy family card for every occasion round the year...haha.thanx my friend!

plans for this week..wanna go chiong ah!!

finally got hold of my comp to blog.

irritating bro,keep hijacking the comp!



went to pasir ris park yst again.this time to tan!!!

waddled in the seawater.aint that clean though...haha..the sun was so perfect for tanning.



and guess wat! i am the inventor of sandology! it's called the sand massage therapy!



step number 1

Lie down on the beach



step number 2

Get some normal sand, put it on the back of the person. Gently pat and massage the sand off. Bit by Bit till the back is cleared. This is to first create a gentle start for the person making him feel relax as the sand used in the first step has a even texture. Remember to tell the person to close the eyes and mouth at all times during this process.



step number 3

Use only the fine sand that is extremly hot as small particles trap heat better than larger granules of sand. Get a handful of hot fine sand and leave it on the back of the person. Use about 1kg of sand. Let the hot sand rest a few minutes on the person's back before u gently pat and massage off the sand again. This process helps in the blood circulation of the person's body and improves digestion.



step number 4

Use only coarse and wet sand. This will cool down the hot body from the previous massage. Apply the sand on top of the body. Let the water flow down to remove the heat. After that, clear off the sand and give a light massage.

step number 5

Wash off all sands in the sea and hydrate yourself with plenty of water. Don't forget to thank the massager =)

super pissed off with the things that happened dis 2 days...wat else..
good for you,you found yr the other half.need a calculator?find it yrself.

went pasir ris park today.din go swimming. had a 5 mins lesson on blading with dear. hmm...fell before i could even blade and bled...hee thanx dear help me wear and take off the shoe! wuhahawuhaha

TRUST

ok this big big word.seems like it's really lacking in MY relationship.wat is trust totally?it is the assured reliance on the character,strength or truth of someone or something.

don ever say "I never,pls trust me can" only fools will believe it.and reality have proven me my say right!

When trust is undermined and we feel disappointed or betrayed by a lie or exploited by a broken promise. Expectations are shattered. We feel a sense of loss that a loved one didn't respect us enough to be honest with us. In short, we feel violated and diminished!!!

i will always agree to this: The more important the relationship, the more we feel betrayed and devastated by the result of a loss of trust

went friends surfing ard friendster...looked thru many old friends.haha all have changed so much =) feel that i'm missing out so much in life..the fun with all my squadmates and ex-classmates..we seems to be so dispersed now..with schooling and relationship(ya im guilty)

just miss those times really so much! if we could have a gathering...how nice.miss the blue uniform..the times back in SJC..a place where i call home...

dan,yiying,sand,yueying,sze hwee,fang,adel,von,joyce,chung,mich,veron,jac,gen

i miss you ppl so much

if time could move back...

hasn't been feeling right for the past few days...i do have a moodswinging problem huh
did we really made the right choice to move back?or are we jus creating more problems.any idea how far is Sembawang from Punggol?it's such a waste of time travelling when we could spend the time wisely.

your heart is questionable.i won't continue to waste my teardrops on someone who doesn't deserve it.

take it or leave it.

im diarroea-ing!

yst ate too much...had dinner with dear and fellow friends plus freddy...ate western food as it was freddy's-friend-mum's shop...treated

aft dinner went to J8 to watch movie-PIrates of th cArribean! watched the midnight show at 12.20...went cafe Cartel meanwhile to slack..hahaa..ate ice cream and ice cream waffles...woohss!again it was treated!

watched all the way till 3 plus plus...haha freddy sent us all home..7 ppl in the car...sat on dear's lap..poor thing...treated

today is the last day that we will be living there le....5 months exactly my dear...soooooSOOOOO much much memories within such short time...life will b better this way ba...but still i'll miss the late night actions!

I can be your hero,
baby I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

mood-swinging again...somehow somewhat someway i lost the touch of this whole relationship...numbed...who's fault is it exactly?or are we just being tgt for the sake of being tgt...move it back

M SOSOSO BORED!

nyp's wireless so no use..NO friendster,NO you-tube,NO neopets!!!
boring boring boring...

hungry + cold + bored + without you = ????

how can a stupid laptop statisfy me...cant talk,cant laugh,cant entertain me...

ok see, this is my plan when i've move back,my food plan

food on my wanted list
-chilli crab
-western food
-more xiao wo mian!
-KFC 2 piece chicken meal!

heex...set set set..

in sch now!
it ppPoured heavily jus now...
"die-reared" in the morning, stomach hurt so bad...bad bad bad i flushed the toilet 3 times before EVRYTHING was cleared!!!ahahahaha

geex..dear made me a ppt yst night at like 1am...haha...a microsoft idiot like him actually did a whole ppt by himself..haha...with lots of nice animation and stuffs...haha..was touched to tears u know...at the very last page he wrote: W*** Y** M**** M*....HAa secret....

my hands are peeling from all those belaying activities...bored bored bored...

Bacckk!

2 dAYs one night camp...was an attachment camp.

St.Mary of the Angels.it was a church camp

I was attached to another trainer 'Is'..his name..went for an excursion ard the campsite...den was attached to a group of church students...haha our group was called "care"..weird name ah..

wasn't that open to them at first..felt so shy and dunno wat to say..it's my first camp group!comprises of students from SEc 1-3...

it was a total new experiene..was shocked that one trainer had to actually take bout a group of 15-20 plus students!was really quite threatening at first...but slowly as i learnt from Is that we have to get composed when talking to them and most imptly show them who's the boss!!!

didn't have much activities on the first day..most of the RRArra-ing come from the trainers. did archery and rock wall...3 cheers!! haha..i got to do the archery with them! it was my first time using the bow and arrow..was so cool mann!den was the rock wall session....belayed the students...flewed up a few times..cause my anchorman wasn't really tt strong...the helpers were mostly the students..being a trainer really felt so diff...i was completly in whole charge for the belaying..helping the students to check,to open the carrebinas for them..

too bad the weather wasn't that good..it rained..so many campers didn't get to climb the wall...had campfire that lasted for 2 hours..then debrief and lights off...

took a bathed had trainer's debrief..den orh orh...well something happened to dear annd his attacher...heard something that shouldn't hear..stunned!slept at 2 plus...woke up at 4 plus..thanks to dear..hahaa...called me to acc him go out..so tired and shag le leh..but..still he's my dear =) so went out met him..sat along the bunks corridor and stoned for an hour...

next morning...i was suppose to take charge of the group le.wohoho..my charge...started to open up to the group a lil..did (zipline)flying fox...my job was bringing them down after they fly and remove the pulley thingy...damn cool learning!
suddenly i recieved a bad news...Is wanted me to go up to fly...jia lat..was trying to be brave be brave!haha cas my campers was there...argh..i dun wanna go de...but no choice...

next act was river crossing...nothing much..jus saw my group getting more bonded probably cas they are out from their comfort zone...being more bonded with them oso...


learnt alot of being a trainer during this 2 day one night...super many things to take note..
but aftall it was fun!

unfair?!

you think your life's unfair?!!wats the defination of unfair---not fair; not conforming to approved standards, as of justice, honesty, or ethics..you think you're honest?or do you even have any ethics?

HAH!then wat abt mine "unfairness"?wat right do you have to complain.just shut up and stop your swearings and attitude.

like i said-women are men puppet

women
are like puppets of men.who are we exactly in this society???men are creatures.creatures with no feelings.when they need you,all the nice words comes out.when they found their own heaven they simply just chuck you aside.do men really have RESPONSIBILITY?or are women treated as a LIABILITY to them.being allowed to get manupilated by men is the worst thing a women can recieve..puppets!women are nothing but puppets...

down with all men!